I think I kinda sorta have the opposite problem with the holidays. It's not too little time, as far as the days go, it's too much time for me. While I really want to get everything done super early, I wait because I'm scared that if I do it all, I'll have nothing left to do and nothing left to celebrate.

So kinda like you, I guess I do struggle with how to go about it and when the perfect time to do things for it would be. I get the anxiety too. Being at your best in those unexpected unplanned moments is difficult. When events completely deviate from the plan it's hard to adjust and hard to not get disappointed.

I really sincerely want to wish you a Merry Christmas though. I hope it's really wonderful for you.