So t asked me a question the other day that I initially answered, but I think it was a bigger question than I realized the other day, so I've been thinking more about it. At one point she asked me "What are you avoiding?" and I answered "The email I sent you early last week" But now I am thinking perhaps I am avoiding something else, too - and perhaps maybe that is, I am avoiding jumping with both feet into the rest of my life and letting her go. I wish she'd just say that's what I'm doing. Why's she gonna make me say it?!

Because, Art, she is a good t, that's why.

I love these little conversations I have with myself after a particularly good session. And that little story that I wrote in session the other day, I am going to continue it and make it bigger; it is the start of my new story - my new story that therapy is helping me write because my old story doesn't fit anymore.

Ahhh! I feel good. I've been cooking, have potatoes boiling on the stove for mashies and a big meatloaf in the oven, that should last a few days, now it's time to start decorating the tree.....