Alone but NOT AlONE....I now know that I am suffering pchycosis sp? aloning with very paranoid thinking so basically Dr.s are saying since this has gone on for along time and I just covered it up with other means Which i DON'T DO anymore!!! I am schiaffective more than likely...Now the one person that understands me I feel totally hates me..FOR NO reason....Like nothing has happened or anything but I can't even talk to her??? She is my only friend that I have that helped me to talk about it...This is a whole other world for me not living in denial about what I see or hear...If only I could reach out to her...I just don't trust her at all and now I feel sick even typing that...What's worse is I think that she hates me and dosen't TRUST ME either??? Suggestions?? Thanks Nerak