Hey hi there hon, it can be anything, but it also strongly reminds me of something along the lines of OSDD if anything, like when ones under the influence of others thinking and thoughts but never loses ones self, being co-conscience and stuff.

Dissociation is like a spectrum thing, so no telling, that's why one rents a T to find these things out. But you know, like me, I just accept it as me and do that I do. I myself think it's funny how things change a lot, but that's just me. I'm at no control, so I much not rather freak out on it, I let the others do that.

Not knowing is a mind screw. I'd do some searching and try finding similarities. It's not like a large menu to choose from, and I doubt that you have something new, which would suck but still be kewl.

I hope you find your peace.