He is on pain meds and when it comes to medicine, he rarely takes anything because he worries it's bad for him (unlike me over here on all kinds of psych stuff). I don't know if it's normal, my BPD, or my MI but I can't shake this feeling I'm having toward him. I'm PISSED. My usual reaction to confrontation is to turn my back and get scared and all I want to do right now is walk out of here.

Chipper- yea I guess you're right. Between him and his mom I feel like I can't be myself at all. I'm not allowed feelings in this relationship. I think I have a lot of re-evaluation to do.

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Seroquel 150mgs
Risperdal 4mg
Trileptal 600mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 70mgs PRN