I'm scared to death! I'm scared of failing. Failing my kids & being a social outcast. Of course, giving everything up. I admit I have a lot. Am I willing to walk away from all this just for the possible hope of happiness? Am I being a fool that the grass will be greener on the other side?
I'm not sure I'm strong enough to fight for what I want knowing what the cost will be to others. I will be alone. So I feel like I'm stuck in cement shoes.
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain."
Jodi Picoult
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