I have found out from a clinic's website that my therapist has been hired by mutual colleagues to work there even though he has enough clients in private practice. I feel upset about that because I am just starting out and no one is offering any support and I am also a little jealous / thinking it's unfair that my therapist gets that support even though he needs it much less than me (he can afford going away for the weekend almost every week while I can barely afford the bare necessities of daily living). I haven't brought it up yet because we're dealing with a big rupture, but if I stay with this therapist, I will, because it's important to my therapy that I feel like I have no support.