I feel a total fake, liar.
Un-real, not-here. Shouldnt at least.
Why? How came i got here?
What am i doing?
Am i real? Right? Is it right for me to be here?
Fair?
Maybe i shouldnt, ive messed up all
I'm not me this is not me yet it is, i am
They say i'm real
How can it be
I want meant to be here (inpatient)
I'm not meant to be here (alive)
Not who i was and meant to be
Nobody understand. Me neither.
Ive messed up big time all my life is a fake
How can i stand it? Make up for it?
Go forward? Follow the path?
What am i doing? Being?
This too acting is?
Total fake
Fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake fake