Be careful what you wish for. Ever since I found out about my T's sons I'm constantly on their social media. It ****ing hurts to look at them, to see their perfect lives displayed on the internet. I'd never have thought it would hurt me this badly.
I finally told my therapist about this because it was eating me alive and she was understanding. But still, I wish there was no info about my T's family life online, trust me. I'd be better off not knowing.