Thank you for finding the time to reply! I can only imagine what it's like being an Alpha.

I noticed he had to replace me with a lot of other mirrors (drinking, people, spending money, holidays, hotels, fancy meals) because he really needed to feel like a winner.It was like he would just go on auto-pilot and escape on a flight, after a fright to his ego if he felt he had failed his mission, which seemed to be the joy of leaving any object of his desire acting crazy or actually going crazy so he could tell everyone he was the victim.

It's just business, nothing personal.