I've googled my T and Pdoc. Other than what's on their LinkedIn, I didn't find much. I've found some photo's of my T and also of her with her boyfriend and daughter. I've seen some comments from her on Facebook. About pdoc I haven't found much. Only two photo's from his Facebook and that he plays tennis (and he's quite good at it).

I haven't told my T. But seeing her in those photo's and knowing how she's in sessions, I think she has a happy life. Actually I'm sure of it. Of course it's not perfect. But she has so many good things; boyfriend, daughter, sister and brother with who she gets along, friends, good job, she's beautiful and smart... It's often hurts so bad when I think about her. I don't think googling her was the best for me, but I was and still am so curious about her.