Well I appreciate everyone's input. It got way worse. I lost it. His mom showed up. He told me what she said behind my back. He didn't even stick up for me. Then he took a jab at me. And to top this day off, my addict brother was blowing up my phone for a ride to the point my phone died. He wanted a damn ride to get norco. All I asked for was to be left alone while I was at the hospital all day. I lost it. I walked out. Yes I feel bad. I feel like the BP crazy *** that I am. I texted my bf. Nothing back. Not sure if I should even call him my bf anymore. This life I'm living is not healthy for me mentally (long story, maybe another time). I came home and ran to my room, shut the door. Thanking God I live alone. I'm out of Ativan and that's not good. I forgot to get my script a wk ago so I have to try and chill out on my own. I'm not cut out to have these kind of people in my life. I just can't handle this day.

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Seroquel 150mgs
Risperdal 4mg
Trileptal 600mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 70mgs PRN