I think the first step is removing the focus off the idea(l) of another relationship and focus on what makes you happy. Have you done any alanon/codep work? If giving up on the ideal for now can help, could you? Maybe start a trial separation, even in home and in essence give up on the romantic aspect of marriage. Cohabitation as co partners in parenting and take a deep breath.



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