Okay now the icing on the cake. I have been numb a lot and depressed a lot , don't do things I used to love. didn't want to be near him anymore ,he says my fault)I loved to walk but why if we do he is busy chatting to everyone but us. I was sure that when we went for a walk it was for a reason , a woman somewhere on the street He doesn't have any long time friends just family and in the process I have lost most of mine.. This started 4-5 years ago. We belonged to a dance group. This one girl was constantly hanging all over him. We have friends that love him and that was fine and made for a lot of laughs. But this one was never gone. As we are square dancers she would run to be his corner all the time. and if they were short I could end up sitting while they danced. He was oblivious to me and all the jumps and twirls we did he now did with her. Finally after much arguing and he saying he didn't know that he was leading her on I took off my rings and said if you want you got her. Maybe the rings will even fit. He swore up and down he didn't want her. I think at that time everything changed for me. I lost my trust, was extremely tired, not happy most of the time suspicious,
When I left 2 months, I discovered a network on my computer. Through facebook , naples ,Idaho, (his sister and husband), a house lake stevens that belonged to them., and an unknown , in Duval , Wa, . Which nobody mentions but denial. Now I can'[t find that link . But I know I saw it. As it scared me so badly I quickly deleted it. I have been told I was paranoid. Can someone imagine something like this if they never knew anything about homegroups, Never heard of Duval Wa???? , dream up his messing around?
I did find an attempt to log in with a different name HIs,which locked me out. for awhile till friends cleaned up my computer. I have seen something that if you have a fragile or sensitive nature it can knock you over??????? Break me down . I am hanging on by threads. L