I am sure it is a mind projection. I hate to work around Dec and I am a little uneasy with the crowds, I always get elevated mood in Dec. it makes it easier if I am off(first Xmas in 10 years. I m getting lithium ANYWAY. to go further I even reported this to the FBI.

overreaction??
I will tell him(pdoc) in some shape and form....I will likely be on med leave 'til Jan 2016 YAY!