as of right now I have bipolar 1, bpd and pstd dx. the bpd iguess they gave bc of the specific traits I have (abuse history, self-harm, instable moods, rocky relationships and actually I do freak out when I think people are mad at me/don't want to be my friend anymore. it really upsets me. ) But I fight the bpd dx because of the stigma and ijust don't think I have it.