Some people are more "up" and happy when they're manic. Or you can be like me and have dysphoric mania, where you feel intense anger and rage. And for me meds HELP but I can still get rages like I have been in the past few days. It's a feeling I wouldn't wish on anyone. And I'm completely out of commission when I feel like that. Forget trying to hold down a job right now.

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Seroquel 150mgs
Risperdal 4mg
Trileptal 600mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 70mgs PRN