Saw group T. It went okay. He didn't apologize, but he did say he would work on less robotic responses. He said he still wants me in group. We talked about how the group will be more structured in the new year. We talked about general things: how's it going with current T, how am I coping with ex-T, etc. We talked about one of the members who is kinda like a mother-figure to me. We talked about BPD. We talked about a lot of different things.

There is one concern I have with group T, that he wants to do more individual sessions with me. One, I just can't afford it. Current T costs $100, group $30, individual with group T is $70. And (I know you all hate this), my T put in her rules that we're not allowed multiple individual Ts. So I ask her (because I choose to follow her rules) if/when I can have individual sessions with group T. And on top of that, I kind of feel like group T is in it for the money.

So since everything is smoothed over at least, I'll be going to group tonight.