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Before I was medicated especially and only when manic in particular, I rage. I have thrown things, screamed at the top of my lungs, banged my head against the wall, and said awful, hateful things to people I love. I've done unspeakable things. Otherwise however, I have little to no temper. The difference is that drastic.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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