I feel similar. I also wish I could enjoy my life, instead of not looking forward to every day.
I question my diagnosis all of the time too. Am I just making it up? Is there really nothing wrong with me? When I do that my husband tells me I'm not making anything up and brings up my history.
I hope you feel better soon. Hugs.
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