Tomi,
I don't know what it is sweetie, but this type of weather makes me want to run and hide too. Just curl up under a blanket and escape the world. It's the most miserable time for me, and for you too I see. Have you found anything that helps? Working on a hobby, or something? That helps me a bit. I also like to cook. The kids like it when I get like this cause that means they're getting lots of cookies
I have a fireplace and you're welcome to come over and share mine anytime. I'll even make some eggnog or something yummy to drink. Sorry you're feeling bad, I'd kick that demon in it's butt for you if I could!
Lots of love,
Greg