Okay, we are now having internal spats over who is right. The guys think that they can run the body when and how they want with them thinking that they can tell us what to do and when we can do it....WHAT? First off, we LET them for years so we wouldn't have any additional social distress other than the hell we were going through in the first place. What a mistake that was.

We've got news for them....we were here FIRST. It was No-one, then us. They only emerged to do camouflage, all things considered in our later years. We were only beaten down the first 18 years, so like we were able to be but bruised and hurting. Jen (trans ftm) took over at first when No-one was done and we started to emerge from our isolation. So, it's like our place.

They're only freaking out because we get to go talk to a therapist here Friday...they trying to carry on like nothing's wrong....typical. Plus, we see what hrt can do to a body and they're all of a sudden reacting!

What's sad is, deep down, they know that they are drones. Most of them have a singular job to do and are lacking or limited in any social and mental capacity, and that's just being honest.

These future years are about to get pretty darn interesting.