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Old Dec 09, 2015, 02:17 AM
DechanDawa DechanDawa is offline
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She was critical on the phone so I kind of hung up quickly, then she sent me an email with more criticism. I emailed her back and told her that yes, it really hurt me when she was so over-the-top critical. I apologized for anything I did that may have triggered her. I have been thinking about this all night. She is very sensitive and I always feel like I am walking on eggshells around her, so I usually don't say how I am feeling. I did muster up the courage to email her about how I was feeling tonight, and I was very tactful. She likes to be the drama queen and take center stage, and her problems are always bigger than anyone's problems. So, yeah, I did email her, and I don't know, maybe she didn't realize that she was stepping on my feelings, but does she care? I don't know. That's why I titled this thread "Abandonment issues..." I just expect to be abandoned, even by someone I have known for decades.

I can see why so many people on PC say they are alone. I am trying to manage anxiety and depression, and it is like I just don't have the energy for interactions that are difficult.

Also, I am angry. She knows I am having difficulties yet dumps all this angst on me. I don't need it. I guess I'm angry and hurt...but, mission accomplished...I did email her and tell her. Did she email me back? No, she did not.
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