Wanting yourself to be normal requires YOU to take effort to it. You should be ready for some changes or else your wanting to be normal won't come to pass. So... ready?

Do not be rude to other people because they give you compliments. They see good in you as you do not see in yourself. Appreciate it. There is really someone else that is better than you. That's the truth. But it doesn't mean you are not good at anything. People have different gifts and you need to find out yours

Another truth. You cannot please everybody. Do you know why? Because you cannot control their thoughts. That's an uncontrollable thing on earth. You need to accept that.

It's ironic that you don't take compliments but trying to please everybody though.

People makes mistakes, including so. Do not overthink of things you think you "failed" at. forgive yourself and move on. "Normal" people makes mistakes

I hope that gave you a little thought about life.

I am here to support you to break yourself from poor self-esteem. You can do it!