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Originally Posted by My kids are cool
For me, sometimes even though I am telling the truth, I feel like a giant liar, drama queen. Perhaps it comes from a lifetime of hiding emotions and not asking for help. Dunno. In any event, I feel for you. Please hang in there.
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Yes!!!! couldnt have said it better... Still its not a good feeling...
And the thought i betrayed him, hurt him, wasnt loyal to him, disappointed him, made him mad at me... This kills me. I hate myself so much, but i did it in good faith, i swear. and FOR him too.