Okay, it's like we were having an inner struggle between the guys and girls where the guys are like thinking that they can tell us what to do and when we can present. Grrr.

This is all actually over getting to finally talk to a real live person on Friday about us. We have news for them, we were here first. It was No-one (non gendered) then us girls. The guys emerged much later as public camouflage. They are simple minded drones only here for a purpose while we are the great thinkers of this system.

I've sparked an interest and have been looking into transitioning and hrt whch might of freaked a few of them out. We've always been "cross dressers" since wee childhood and I used to watch my mother do makeup and nails forever, wishing that I could but "knew" I was boy.

Once I got caught dressed in a dress around 12 and mother threw us out in the backyard and locked the door on us. The guys didn't like that...they were hurt while the neighbors were laughing.

This is where we are at so far....just curious if we do integrate, who would be the dominating personality.