My life sucks and it's my fault. I was expelled from school when I was in the seventh grade for threatening someone. After that I had to go to a reform school for a year before I could return to regular school. During that time I barely did any work and failed that year. The next year I returned to regular school I did even less work and failed again. Then I went to another new school the next year and worked my butt off where I made up two years plus that one year in just one year. The next year I didn't do any work and I failed. I was given the choice of either going to summer school or dropping out and getting my ged. I decided to get my ged. Seven years have passed and I still don't have my ged. I've tried several times to get it but can't find the motivation to study math which I struggle with the most. I also do not have license, I've never had a real job, and have never been in a relationship. Any money I get doing odd jobs I blow on pointless. My family passes off my mood as having a bad attitude and being lazy. The truth is I am depressed and I hide it very well. I have friends but I feel that I can't talk to them about my problems. I want to accomplish these things in life but don't have the motivation, drive, or will to succeed. More than any of those things I've always wanted someone I can talk to about anything.