Those that know me are well aware of the struggles I have had ... As strange as it may seem, I have found my answer, at least for now ... I'm on the lowest amount of my meds as I can stand ... and keep stable ...and that has cleared up my thought process ... but my secret is music videos , ... I have found a kpop girls group with lots of videos, I play them day and night, even at work, ... "they have saved me", if I was rich I would give it to them. ... they have made me HAPPY,. that is a word I never thought I would say again ... but I am really happy ... I know that may sound selfish or greedy to say, ... but I am happy ... I do wish I could share it with you ... please be happy for me ...

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