I'm having a call with my t on the 17th to make a game plan for christmas. I know people are going to ask what I've been doing with my life, and I'm not really sure what to tell them.

BTW I would rather work, but every time I work I end up in the hospital because I get psychotic and then I get fired from my job. I have tried over and over to work, but it never works out. I am not lazy. I go to the gym every day and work on my artwork and jewelry and sell them. I can not work a 8-5 job. I have been trying to since I was 18 and I'm 31 now. I'm waiting for disability to send me a letter if I'm approved or not. I hope I hear something about my appeal in January. My pdoc and my husband have told me not to work. My husband is very supportive of me not working.