Hello thecrankyone: I'm sorry you are having this difficulty. Clearly you are very worried about your son, as is certainly to be expected under the circumstances. And your worry is coming forth in your dreams. Hopefully you have someone... a therapist, a trusted friend, or other with whom you can talk about your concerns. Having to keep this kind of emotional stress bottled up because you have no one to share it with is not healthy, either emotionally or physically. But, also of course, keep posting here on PC. It can help too, as you already know... Thanks for sharing your struggle...