Why is everyone around me all the time just constantly talking to me about their bf/ gf and I'm like I can't get any of that. I'm just sick of people doing this. I just been single for 3 years, I can't even do anything right.

I feel like a failure, no one really has come to me to tell me how good I am anymore for many many years. It's so messed up how I'm stuck around so many people I'm less than connected to.

I don't want to talk to these people any further near me, they aren't my friends and even my friends back home are distant.

People are distant with me, people rather be my friends, it's like I'm always the one whose second or last option.

I feel like ****, I do. Girls make me feel like **** for the comments of being you're not good enough or trying to be nice about it all the time.

You know I wish I could not think about this now. I feel like **** thinking about it, I feel like I should be judged for worrying about how it affects me.

I feel ugly when I'm told I'm not I feel like the worst choice and that I have to have this always unusual inhuman confidence that people who are given things will always have abundance. I want one that's decent nothing special I can't even get that. 60 year old men pull girls my age better than me or even kids, like seriously I'm a loser.