i just had my first surgery ever. i was in so much pain for about a week and they finally figured out what was wrong. i had a 5 by 7cm absest in my rectum....OUCH! i had to get it drained. i was in the hospital for 17 hours all together. they gave me alot of morphine, and they put me under when they did the procedure. when i woke my body went into shock. everything worked out fine and im recovering now. but i cant do anything...i have to just lay here. im starting to get really down...but i dont know if it has to do with what my body has just been through or because im stuck here...i dont know. but i havent been that depressed lately and now its really getting to me