hi damajdancer,
i just had surgery too on friday and its the first since i got my tonsils out when i was like 5 or something. i was in for 24 hours and they gave me the morphine and put me under too. could have used a bit more morphine and actually wouldnt say no to some right now cos im in a bit of pain! my body went into shock after too though everything was fine.
ive been quite down this week too and im not sure if its an after surgery thing or from lying on my parents couch from saturday to tuesday but things look a little more positive today. maybe it is just our bodies chemicals reacting to the beating they ve taken recently? hang in there and time will tell. just wanted to let you know it was weird you posting this this week and i relate.
get well soon!
biiv