wish some would ask me if i wanted a bagel.
I did this ridiculous thing I texted my T to ask if he could see me next week Then I realised he would say 'no' so then I texted him to say ignore the text but i just wanted to see what he said but if he had said 'no' then i would probably crawl around on the floor for ages. I was unintoxicated when i sent them. I feel this is all my fault somehow.