Oh my God...thank God that's over. Everyone's settled down, the bad feelings have been laid to rest for now...

Talking about the past, even in retrospect creates feelings of unrest, despair, frustrations and whatever else because of the memory block and why.

They don't get it and I don't expect them to. In their eyes we are imagining all this, so they persist on their uneducated ramblings of their version of who and why I am. Ugggg!

I'm so glad that we can just bury everything in due time and walk away feeling all right.