As person with Bipolar (really gotta ask my therapist about getting checked for BPD too), emotions are tricky for me of course. You all (assuming you have it too) would know that too.
Last 3 weeks threw me for a sort of life changing loop. Crazy idea to spend lots of money to meet someone I'd only been talking to for about a week because in my mind she was awesome and would be the one. She wasn't. I finally figured this out and after lots of arguing and then trying to make up, finally decided to just block her means of contacting me so I can let go easier. No point in talking anymore when it's clear it won't work and she's said so herself.
So alas' for now I am drama free! I guess back on the move though. Fixed up my plenty of fish profile (gotta fix some others too) that's very clear about what I am and am not looking for. Tbh it should put people off if they're not feeling me based on what I've written and ward off any future drama/waste of time.
Learned so much though. Learning to stop putting people on pedestals and then devaluing them the second they do something I do not like. So here goes. I really hope I can make this change and not go all go go ga ga for the next girl who shows interest in me. Any tips on that would also be appreciated.
Randomly, if anyone knows a thing or two about making a good dating profile let me know. Haha idk if mine is too forward or whatnot. I'd be cool private messaging it to anybody if they want to look and give opinions.
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Bipolar II and Borderline Personality Disorder
Meds: Lamictal 150mg | Latuda 40mg |
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