Honestly I don't know how or why you'd want to work if you're dealing with psychosis. Some of us just feel safer being at home and know that the added stress of a job exacerbates our mental health problems. My number one priority is my mental health right now. I do not want to end up in the same situation I was in this time last year, which was totally out of control and in and out of the hospital. I am trying to solidify my home life because being manic more often than depressed, I am notorious for taking off and doing reckless things with unsavory people. I am engaged now and if I do not do everything I can to maintain my mental health, then my marriage and home life will be in jeopardy. Neither of my parents are equipped to help me in any way and my fiance is all I have. But I won't waste any more time explaining myself because you've already made your judgments.