Hi everyone,
I am 33 y/o straight guy and recently I've detected this feeling in me, this lack. I'm single for about 3 years now, and when I communicate with females my age I get really close to this 'boundary' where my body starts to show shyness and this need and desire. Btw, I'm not a virgin. Yes, this could be a sexual desire, but I would say that it is more like 'skin hunger', the desire for making out, of filling my hands with female thigh and waist and neck...
Most offen females get this message that all I want to do is to get her into bed, but even with a 'quick one' my hunger would be only 10% fulfilled.
All I want is to acknowledge that I have this need for intimacy to myself and to someone, but what I most often get at first is 100 extra tasks, like stroking her ego, listening to her 24h, helping about stupid things etc... I get an overwhelming feeling that I need to win a war or bring her stars in order to touch her. I feel that this permit to touch is too commercialized.
At the end, I wonder, is it possible that they don't have this need? Well isn't the human touch something we all need?
So, can someone suggest me how to quench my desires without degrading any female; how can I make my skin less scream for this human touch?
I am good looking, tall guy, the problem is that I control myself too much and hide my wishes and expressions. But yet, this is too biological and I surrender.
Thanks