I honestly have no idea what I want to be. I'm 20 years old and the entirety of my teen years was spent battling this disorder and doing my best to survive. I haven't really been living. I enjoy art and music, but I don't know how to incorporate that into a career because my motivation is just so inconsistent. I rapid cycle so every time I think I'm better and fully motivated, depression sneaks its way back in and tries to break down everything I've built up.
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Do at least one thing you enjoy each day.
Dx: BPD, OCD, GAD, and PTSD traits
Rx: Lamictal 200mg and 0.5mg Ativan as needed
"Now I can see all the colors that you see."
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