Even though I'm old enough to say I retired early, I still don't like the idea of being on disability. I was raised to work until you're 65 and then retire.

However, I paid for SSDI out of my SS taxes, so I'm entitled to it for as long as I need it. With the route that my mental illness has taken me, it may be quite a while. I have other issues besides bipolar that affect my capability to even walk outside the door alone, much less hold a 9-5 job. Would I rather go back to work? Sure, but I have limitations and I would rather find a job that accommodates them than take any job and send myself back to the hospital.

I don't see disability as an easy way out. It's a lifeline that I need for now and I may need for a long time.