I suppose I should start off explaining how I feel at this very instant.

Angry. Melancholic. Bored. Sad. Depressed. Restless. Anxious. Afraid. Weak. Isolated. Abandoned.

I feel all of these emotions continuously and it's getting really painful really fast for me. I was doing just fine last night. These things started popping up a few hours before I had to leave for school. But I was too...unstable to go outside, and so I stayed indoors.

I'm not sure what I should do right now. I want to try do productive stuff or hell, even just laze around and play video games to swallow up time, but I don't have the ability to focus at all...bah this sucks.