Update: Tonight was my regular appointment. We have a longstanding appointment on Thursdays with the agreement I will email and cancel on Tuesdays if I am canceling. Well last time I said I would email him by Tues if I was to cancel. I didn't email./

Wnt to my appointment and he was not in. I am sure I will be blamed as in I didn't email to confirm the appointment and I think after last time that's what he wanted. I didn't understand that I guess.

So I guess we are done.