Hmmmm, Copperstar, you are onto something. Somebody once said we throw ourselves into the world affairs so we don't have to deal with our life so much.

Sadly for me, I feel I pulled myself into the outside trouble too much and there is now no way out.

It's just hard to be hopeful on the global scale. You all know that I am very optimistic about myself and individuals. Human strenght can do a lot. Will power and all. But will it get me through if thing go down?