Hey Babes. You sound a lot like me, but for the fact that our hallucinations are different & I am inclined to sit dead still for ages where you run around "chasing the white rabbit". Oh, and I am 10 years older. The only diagnosis I ever got was a "I don't think (italicised) you are schizpohrenic".

What you are going through could be schizophrenia, but it could also be BP1 as kryzykris pointed out, or even severe depression.

Do seek medical advice & try to remember that the hallucinations are not real - try to view them as an interesting phenomenon & not to fall into wonderland.

*big hugs*

Irene