I have a really close friend. Ive lost interest in some or their drama pushed me away (I have enough of my own). And ive have friendships end in huge battles over nothing really. Some my doing some theirs. I have ppl ive been friends with for a very long time make me feel jealous when the same intensity isnt returned or is on some other friend. Friendships are hard for me. I also understand ppl are busy with their own lives and sometimes ppl take that as im not interested in a friendship. My inner circle is small. Mostly just fiance. I dont let ppl in easy. Trust is hard. Does this make sense? Idk. Sorry.