thanks for the replies guys, as of today i still haven't signed up for the studies starting next autumn. even though my job doesn't pay very well, i like my colleageaus. and i think I am clever enough to go for a manager function if i keep working there.

I'm still thorn and doubt if I will ever make up my mind.

also sorry for the small necro. I've been avoiding this thread out of fear what your replies actually might have been.