So recently i started realizing I have a binge drinking issue. It started long ago but in last few months i started drinking 3 to 4 bottles of wine when ever i could get my hands on a box. I do not spend my money for it that is used for bills. But when i had a steady small income lots went to wine and weed. I realized recently due to a horrible break down with 4 bottles in one night, relapse with cutting and my brother coming at 3 am that i haven't been sober for more then a week or two total in year or two. Its either wine or weed. Do i need to stop drinking and smoking all together as if I was an alcoholic or do i need to stay sober long enough to have better control over the amounts i drink and smoke! I am having huge urges to smoke, drink and self harm. I haven't drank in week but am smoking the little resin of weed i have. Hopefully i will be starting a partial hospitalization program soon so maybe they can give me an answer. I'm also on bipolar meds that don't mix with drinking. Manly klonipin