Thank you everyone. I emailed with him today after the whole practice winding down issue and he admitted being bur ned out and that he didn't recognize it until our session.

What is not conveyed is that up until last week we were working well and I was making progress. I feel it's my fault for provoking him and that I was too much. I told him how heartbroken I have been left. Let him deal with feeling guilty on it.

I see a new T on Wednesday. Not to replace, just to talk about it. I know myself well enough to know this will have a huge consequence to my life.

I feel so embarrassed at sharing so much of myself with him. I should have known better,