You don't mention a therapist but a good T helped me deal with the challenge of BP and PTSD. She also helped me with my fears regarding Pdocs and over medication issues. I too finally have Pdocs listening and not over medicating. Was anti medication for a long time and it really did a number on my real life friendships. Some of us really do need medicine, there's a good middle ground between the black and white all or nothing approach.

Maybe just ask that they respect your decision.