I'm not sure if I have BPD, Dr. says I have 'elements' of it. My friendships and romantic relationships are intense and intimate. I've always had an inseparable best friend or two or boyfriend. I've had crazy relationships. I've had people obsessed with me and I have been/am obsessed with a few in my life. I never did anything so humiliating that I regret. It was always mutual insanity, lol. I have one quite normal friend right now and we go out as couples fairly often. My marriage is crazy. I like interesting people, that is probably part of the reason.